03 4 / 2013
"Love is not a feeling. Love is a *choice* that you make every day."
28 8 / 2012
Posted this… Thinking WOW I bet no one else has posted this. *checks 500 days of summer tag* That’s ALL people posted today. Ugh.
20 5 / 2012
I hate having time to think. I hate this not having closure. I hate this in between time. I hate this waiting. I hate that I still miss you when I’m supposed to be moving on.
(via brazilianbarbieox)
26 4 / 2012
“And I’ll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don’t know how to be something you miss
Never thought we’d have a last kiss
Never imagined we’d end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
So I’ll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There’s not a day I don’t miss those rude interruptions
And I hope the sun shines
And it’s a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed”
It’s nights like these that make it hard…. Reminding me why I loved you. Looking over old photographs. And as I say goodnight, remembering the feel of your lips on mine.
23 4 / 2012
Queen - Somebody To Love
“Each morning I get up I die a little. Can barely stand on my feet. Take a look in the mirror and cry. Lord what your’re doing to me. I have spent al my years in believing you. But I just can’t get no relief, Lord!! Somebody! Somebody! Can anybody find me somebody to Love?! ”
21 4 / 2012
Sometimes…I wish I was a hermit
One thing I hate about any and all relationships. Family, friends, ANY relationship that exists… You live through something or you’ve seen something happen numerous times. But when it comes to love relationships, you can tell them, everyone could tell them, God himself could come down and set fire to the earth to send you a message, and they won’t ever really believe you until they try it out for themselves. I was the same way when I was with my ex. A people pleaser who wanted to make everything end perfectly without problem for any one. But it never works and everyone else who didn’t have love blinders on was right. It sucks being on the other side of the fence this time, watching them suffer and not being able to change it. Having to let them live life and learn the same hard lessons. Makes me want to be a hermit.
But that’s just how people are. We all think we are different. We think “I’ll be fine. I can be the one who does this right.” And then we realize, we aren’t all that different. We can’t be the perfect person.
Like I said… Sometimes, being a friend sucks. Glad that the good times outweigh the bad.
